Thursday, May 21, 2026

Maples

Maples


Poetic roots of change





E.G. Happ


Commerce, Michigan


© Copyright 2026


All Rights Reserved


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Contents

    Prologue
    April
    
Tromp l'Oeil
    A red letter day
    
Well
    
The Magician’s Hand
    
Good Friday
    
Crowns
    
Ode to the first warm day
    
I go back to the pond
    
Sodden
    
All Saints Sunday 2004
    
Spring
    
Grounded
    Autumn Again; New England Shouts
    Young boy raking leaves
    Essence
    Routes
    A Partial Portrait
    Without a Care
    On Top of Balch Hill
    A Maple Varies on Rip Road
    Sigh the blues
    In the garden of Musee Montmartre
    What Merritt Brings
    Wind
    Landing
    A maple leaf becomes
    Speaking to me
    Alliteration Again
    Still Life
    Last
    What it Takes
    Square Park
    Morning in Marvin's Beach
    Listening to the sun as it disappears
    Origins
    Rings of years
    Autumn Sun
    Epitaph
    Two poems?
    Morning Poem xxxi
    Gust
    Midday Poem iv
    Morning Poem vi
    Transplants
    The Tortoise
    Maple
    Going to Seed
    Autumn
    Fine feathered friends
    Maples

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Prologue

On my birthday this spring, I sat at my desk looking at the four maples outside my window: red-leaf, Japanese, lace-leaf, and a sugar maple just now releasing its flowers, its hint of lime green peeking at me through squinted eyes. I was searching for a single poem about a maple leaf opening like an umbrella. I was surprised to find so many.


Maples have been a companion in my life's journey. My father planted them around our first home, one in front, many in back. At our second home, I helped him plant seedlings from the nearby woods on our barren corner lot; maples and dogwoods. They grew tall as I did. Now in my older years I look out and see these four, each at its own unfurling of the season.


There are oaks, hickories, and black walnuts in these woods, too. They are the solid, immovable presence of the New England and Michigan landscape, but they were simply there. It was the maples and the dogwoods we chose to move from the forest to our property. We invited them to be close, carrying them into our lives, and so it is the maples I have watched most closely. They are the ones that followed me home.


In a sense, these are journeying poems. They were written over four decades, in many places, in every season. But the maple keeps appearing, a familiar witness at each turn of the road. In it I have found spring's rebirth and autumn's letting go, the sweetness that runs beneath the surface, the seeds that spiral off on the wind trusting where they'll land. As I rake through the autumn of my workbooks and celebrate another year, I see them as one long witness of life. And begin to write anew.


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1994

April


The late April

maple leaf

hangs like a wing

tucked in semi fold

ready to burst

into flight

drawn by a warm sun

like a moth

to the evening window sash

relentlessly trying

to break through.

The sweet syrup

in the veins

surges from

the grubby roots

dark, damp, buried

it kindles

the wake-up call.


29 Apr 94


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1996

Tromp l'Oeil


The artist --

we didn't see

the name--

painted snapshots

to fool the eye;

a leaf on the siding,

under the glass

of the frame,

in the lens

of the camera

and the eye,

this maple awn

with fingertips green

palm yellow

wrist orange

whose summer ran out

to fall as drops

of quivering sap.

the white clapboard

mounting --

the coming snow and ice.

nothing moved,

the whole at once.

painting of

the photograph

of the maple leaf

somewhere in

New England

on an unknown

October day.


10 Jan 96

D. Brega print


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A red letter day


the white

plastic

red lettered

shopping bag

filled with

the warm

air of a

spring breeze

floated by

as a balloon

above

the yellow

daffodils

forsythia--

into the

clutches

of an old

maple tree

filled with small

red blossoms

that is only

April--

it hangs empty

now flapping

as an ill

word caught

in the throat

during a

lullaby.


20 Apr 96


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Well


Legend has it

this is an old

artesian well

in the square,

center of the

green.

It is deep—

all who draw

from its depths

say it is so,

but the William Tell

who comes in the

night.

He knows—

he has his small

wooden pail

that he has filled

at the market

from the remnants

left on the florist’s

stand—

the fallen petals

stripped from the

outside of rose buds.

He holds his bucket

in two hands

walking softly,

quickly softly,

waiting in the

shadows until all

have drawn their

last.

He approaches her

oval mouth

parched from the sun,

water drawn from her

pores.

He lifts the pail

swimming in

the fragrant waves

of each treasure

to her lips and

pours the nectar down.

With ear pressed to her

edge,

listening to the petals

float one by one

as maple seeds

spinning to the ground,

listening for the

sounds of sating,

sounds of a stiff

throat softening

to supple—

soothing sounds

as soft laughter

between two lovers

in the moonlight—

deeply mellow,

full, and spilling

over.

He rubs his wet

hands ‘round the

rim of her lips,

curls his small

body up to her neck,

and sleeps—

dreaming of

babbling brooks,

deep drips of

plunking damp

underground springs

that rise up

in the morning.


28 Jan 96


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1998

The Magician’s Hand


The maple trees

are in red bud early

this year,

their fledgling flowers

fall to waves of siblings

curbed along

the back roads,

dancing to the whoosh

of passing cars.

In the cold nights

and warmer days,

the sap runs sure

as an awakened heart,

the tap pails swing

with the sweet gold juice.


I remember the story

of the young boy

left to watch the vats

of boiling maple sap

in the old sugar house

as his aunt ran off

on an errand.

In lonely moments

of watching a cauldron

come to boil

a boy’s heart goes out

to other places,

of green fields

and street park baseball,

and the longing

for the end of school.

The ache bubbles up

as fast as hot sap

frothing at the rim.

In a panic, the lad

grabs a pitcher

and scoops

as if to bail,

and in the turn

of a wrist,

a splash of cream

falls and sinks.

The boy is astonished

that but a scoopful

has caused the brew

to settle, quiet

in the simmering vat.

His returning aunt

is delighted at the tale,

explaining that it was

the cream that saved

the nascent cook.


In the cold spring nights

of my questing heart

the demons come

and fan the flames

of fear and dread.

Achilles boils in oil

alone.

And I ache for green

fields

and the sweet syrup

of affectionate hands

around my trunk

and limbs.

She brings white nectar

glowing with the sun

in palms cupped

and eyes that bid to drink.

The sweet taste of her

in a single drop

blows through me as

a warm breeze,

and the red buds

of my troubled veins

dance to the wave

of the magician’s

hand.


9 Apr 98


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1999

Good Friday


The maple trees

that stand

as wooden

bunched bouquets

along the Merritt Parkway

run red

with the seeds

of Holy Week—

into this

photograph

that is not yet color

we go

alone.

Good Friday

driving

far from

home.


2 Apr 99


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Crowns


When spring comes,

his walks grow longer

with the days,

the sun higher in the sky

his eyes follow

the sounds of new birds—

every new green shoot

and bud are a distraction

and a joy.

This is the week when

maples wear a thousand

tiny crowns of red

with flecks of yellow stars

on smaller slender staffs.

Next week they will horde

on the black macadam driveways,

and green leaves will arch

like elbows

and open as a mime

does an awning

slowly cranked.

But now it is this sea of red,

this multitude of crowns—

These are the days before Easter,

with no quenching green hands

waving from the tree.

This breaks him in full stride—

he reaches for his pen—

but it is not in his pocket,

nor clipped inside his coat.

He stops and breaks

a new moist maple twig

to bring back from this high

noon walk,

to place in a vase on his desk

and wait for the words

to come.


5 Apr 99


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Ode to the first warm day


This is that

first warm day,

still early spring,

the thermometer

pushing eighty,

Creation cooling

on the rack

after the big bang—

sun and sky,

maples and dogwoods

boasting of life

with shout,

spewing thermals

from a still-open

oven—

and the smell

of air

so invisible

and thick

it would make

a cook

and God

laugh and laugh.


8 Apr 99


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2002

I go back to the pond


Driving the back-roads

of Goshen,

I take the long way—

a weekend waits—

there will be

the gathering

of dear friends,

the once-a-year

pilgrimage

of the faithful—

I press

the curves and hills

with the carefree skill

of a Bavarian driver

on holiday—

the imagination

accelerates,

but I am early;

I take in the terrain:

spindly birches,

gray maples,

the late low sun

of early March

running along side

through the trees.

Down the hill

past the marsh

and beaver pond

where just last spring

a painter stood

catching the same

elusive light

on a slow canvas.


At the rise

on the other side,

I realize I

caught somewhere

in the corner

of my eye—

almost missed—

the motion

of what I presume

to be the tireless

beaver tending

to his dam.

I stop,

turn around,

and go back

to the pond,

to sit and

watch alone,

waiting for a sign,

some shift

in the light,

the smooth surface

of the gray water

circling the lodge,

where only mallards

peddle

about the edges.


8 Mar 02


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2003

Sodden


Into the

woods

a path

shuffles

through

a brown

phyllo of maple

and oak—

leaves

of fresh history—

here

is a wind-felled tree,

mushrooms

poking up from dark

fecund mulch,

a squirrel foraging

for a nugget.

Turning a page

in a book

on a shelf

in the stacks

of a hallowed library—

I sift for the word

that conveys

the wet tips

of my hiking shoes


26 Mar 03

27 Apr 03


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2004

All Saints Sunday 2004


On a glorious day

warm beyond November

some brown leaves

still tethered to trees

by umbilical stems—

I pass the lone red maple

still a-flush with its regal robe:

out of step.

The reservoir is almost full;

the drought of recent past exiled—

and we are mourning

for souls that have gone

before we do,

souls that ache a death

that has no peace.


We a nation under thou-shalt-nots

still cling to the quest of the pure,

the remnant

that is not like the least of us.

So the voice of democracy speaks

with one who is louder

and one falls silenced—

these to whom we would connect

even now like ancestors not forgotten

in the days of glory

all things falling short

like leaves cut from sap.


6 Nov. 04


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2005

Spring


Spring does not arrive

in New England

with bass notes--

on the hillsides

still gray with the skins

of beech and maple

are hints of burgundy buds,

limeade greens,

skim milk whites.

Spring in New England is

one hand tinkling with triplets

on the high notes,

the other slowly turning

the sheaves of music--

prelude and refrain

while somewhere off in the wings

is choir of angels

taking in a breath

before blurting out

that finally resonant chord.


21 Apr 05


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Grounded


Crossing a grassland field

under so much blue sky

I am insignificant.

A tangerine butterfly

of no name

is my guide

to the end

of this tractor shorn path

to a wildlife blind

and abundant garden.

Here monarchs feed

with a slow pump of wings

on violet heather

with bumble bees so large

I could ride them

on the quiet breeze

that breathes in

and out.

Turning back

as we all must do

on an old rutted road

I see grandfather maples

sentinels so grounded

their reach

is.


5 Sep 05

at Topsmead State Park, Litchfield, CT


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Autumn Again; New England Shouts


The October geese align

in a honking vee,

starlings infect a maple tree

with a storm of chatter,

and screaming orange is

again the rage--

Such is the noise of autumn

in New England,

a grand shift into the cool

internment of days

that end before the evening repast--

it is a wonder that hope

still takes wing

that these Crayola leaves

that fall and blow

to heaps crunching brown upon the ground

rise up as swollen buds

of singing green

some other day

too far away


28 Oct 05


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Young boy raking leaves


A boy of four or five

is struggling with a rake

twice his size,

it's fan wider than his stance

on which he has caught a meager pile

of oak and maple leaves

that he is trying so hard

to pull from the side of the road

on which I'm driving back home;

he is tripping on the rake fingers

not looking at where he is,

watching his dad,

waiting to be noticed,

waiting for the smile

and "good job"

that calls out from the distance.


23 Nov 05


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2006

Essence


The early warm sun

has the sugar maples

yielding--

some of the white buckets

already half-full;

others the morning wind

has blown over--

narrow green hoses

leak sap

on thawing soil.

Bees and ants

still dormant

miss the early feast.

Friends walk with me,

recollecting a birch tree limb

cut and weeping sap;

a felled grape vine,

gushing from roots.

We connect through these

maples,

bound by the taps

and lattice of portals

dripping with essence.


11 Mar 06


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2007

Routes


I am sitting in the back seat

of a blue Ford Falcon

holding the maps

provided by the triple-A man;

I am the navigator

and my father is piloting this boat

of a car through the deep south


along route 20 in 1962

"How much further to Tuscaloosa?"

my father asks.

"About this far"

I say holding my thumb and forefinger

to scale.

It is one of those stories

we tell at weddings and funerals.

My brother gets the Michelin map

of Germany, spreads it out

on the table in front of my father

and asks him about the war.

It comes back to him

in the names of towns,

marching in winter,

Deutschland,

pushing down into the cradle

from which his father came.

My brother marks the map

with a translucent marker

so the route shows through

to Dachau and Treblinka

I am driving north on a two-lane road

that runs past the hospital where

I spent a week between the years

of high school classes,

learned how to walk with crutches,

how to move the pads down from the pits

of my arms to a place that was less raw.

Paul Simon's song plays on the radio,

and home is just over the rise

like Scarborough.

Route One-Eleven to a road I don't remember,

turn right; it's a gentle curve down to the end

the house on the corner.

Last Monday I sat at the gray oblong table,

Washington on the monitors,

crisp PowerPoint slides dancing on the wall,

route 33 to my back, stacking up with cars

waiting for the light to change.

I took a detour

to avoid the traffic,

depending on the unit on my dash

to tell me where to turn

Route 25, then 111, 84 and 8

numbers that mark north, east; east and north.

I call you on the phone to say when I'll arrive,

the tiny screen listing the latest estimate--

I've no idea where I am.

Sometimes after a detour

I'll get out the maps

and smooth them out on the table,

feeling the paper press into the hardwood,

its creases yield.

Running my fingers along the route,

I note where I could have turned,

taken a different way

depart from the Interstate, but didn't.

The ways come back to me as an old hand

with veins and lines that look like his.

I put clear tape on the creases

of the state map that have torn,

make new folds, and put them back

in the door pockets, and cabinet where the phone

books age.

On route 4 today, we crested the notch

in the Berkshire hills, past Mohawk Mountain,

through the hemlocks, oaks and maples,

down to the Housatonic,

drove to a red covered bridge

where horse drawn carriages still echo

in the slap of the boards,

and crossed over

to a road without a sign.

1 Aug 07


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2008

A Partial Portrait


In seeking to understand,

I am understood...

Listening to one, I hear “kaleidoscope,”

and another, “maple tree”—

I see the shades of focus change

and the sap runs sweet.


13 Apr 08

With thanks to Betsy and Margie; two dear friends who painted the predicates


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Without a Care


The hickory is fat with buds,

the oak fuzzy lime,

maple leaves elbow up,

knock red buds to the ground;

magnolias shed tablespoons of white

while azaleas toss lavender

as if it's disposable.

daffodils now genuflect to the tulips,

whose mouths open wider in thirst,

and the heavens, ah the heavens,

an overcast billowing grey

so out of place.


4 May 08


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On Top of Balch Hill


The path winds steeply up

between pines

then opens—

grass and wildflowers amass,

tresses left behind

to a grassy knoll,

a solitary maple sentinels

the peak.


To the side, a stone bench,

young lady stretched out in jeans

and white sneakers

a book shielding her eyes

from the sun—

she is immersed.


I tip-toe past

cut to the maple trail

and stop before a huge Sugar;

a barn owl asks from beyond

who goes there?

I listen to the wind

and branches stretch against

each other—

Who, is one waits and watches,

sun full in his face.


25 May 08

On sabbatical in Hanover, NH,


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A Maple Varies on


Half blades lay

across the way--

helicopters

was the name

we used long before

we knew the biology

of continuation of the species.


They hang out in pairs,

on the fingertips

of branches--

a wishbone of spring.


I remember reading about times of crisis

when survival meant varying like mad.

Now the gusts from grey clouds

rattle the limbs,

sending off the solo spiral

as daring as that first breath

before the cord is cut.


I reach for one still green,

toss it in the air

and watch it rotor cross Rip Road

with glee.


27 May 08


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Sigh the blues


I stop at the poet's bench

beneath the maple

where a two-note bird

opens and closes.


It is the last day

of school;

ease has settled into

the gait of students.


I sit under grey sky

that asks for water

and sigh the blues

for the ebb of beginnings,

the grieving of ends.


News has accumulated

in fat tufts of clouds

that cannot hold up.


It rains.


30 May 08


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In the


In the

a woman carries chairs

and sets them up about

the white canopy;

the mallard decoy in the lily pool

keeps watch;

soon a second woman comes;

the two exchange words

as the wind blows large leaves

of what looks like American maples;

across the way a white stucco house

with red tiled roof rises;

a window is open

shutters extend as arms, the slats

fingers;

the sound of dishes clattering

commas the wind;

a harp in blue canvas is wheeled

in front;

more chairs appear;

a lone woman sits at the edge

of a green bench

reading a novel,

red knapsack at her side;

the musician enters in black,

stares up at the sky, shading her eyes

and chooses a new station for the harp;

the woman closes her novel,

slides it into its pocket of red,

zippers shut

and leaves.


6 Jul 08


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What Merritt Brings


Driving through a canopy

of maples,

Chris Trapper performing

through speakers at my feet,

I’m back in the far country,

watching a white feather

drift down in the summer drafts

and the song in the air

is of angels.


15 Jul 08


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Wind


Standing in the potter's field

the summer wind revives

the soul;

on a three-H-in-July afternoon

a canopy of maples is waving

as if standing under the stream bed

hearing the rush of water-wind

arms outstretched

laying back into the ebb of time


20 Jul 08

At the Arboretum


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Landing


Air dams up

in the ears


Flaps groan like ghosts

into positions


Wheels chock down

and drag their heels


one queue spills

into another


each ship

following the next down


down into

the cloudy beret


down to the tops

of maples


to the blue lights

flashing in a row


descent is a way

of grounding


down to the hoot of tires

catching on the tarmac


brakes chunking

the race into bite-sized

clicked of slow.


all of time

stops for the turning


12 Sep 08


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A maple leaf becomes


The single leaf

hangs by a stem

that days ago

held it to its mother tree;

now it clutches to a hemlock branch

that has lost all its green—

were it any other season,

the scene would be invisible;

but on the ides of October\

it sings the aria that no other knows—

for this is

and the slanting sun

has taken this orange red maple leaf

and made it a star.


11 Oct 08


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Speaking to me


Along the road at night,

I bump a maple leaf,

large and dry—

it skitters on the macadam

with a sustained scritch

speaking to me.


I remember him walking

on the lawn,

back and forth,

shuffling through the leaves—

a native now

remembering the fall.

"I miss the crunching sounds" he said.


I sit on the pier at Marvin’s Beach

and watch October clouds drift

across the moon and disappear;

the ropes on the flag pole

dance in the wind

and chime a slow clap

as if knowing the last line

of the play was said

yet still dawning on

the seated.


16 Oct 08


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2009

Alliteration Again


Driving to church in the rain,

the still barren trees weep

for what wonder waits;

I strain to see the tint of red

on the hardwoods,

the yellow beacons before the lighting

of forsythia,

the hinting lime of the willows;

changing lanes on a Sunday late in March

reminds me

of a long winter slowing to a standstill,

a spring still silent, speaking

in the thin slices of the branches,

a hope forked in the lanes of sugar maples,

sweet sap shouting beneath smooth skin

that runs, if I watch and wait,

as surely as this rains rolls down the windshield,

puddles on the hood

and into the rich wine of a cup

that does not pass.


29 Mar 09


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Still Life


Wet leaf on round table—

sounds of a still life

on this rainy day

in mid-spring,

when the gloom

of a grey sky

is silenced by this bit of green

shed from a nearby maple tree,

lime flowers and winged seed pods

garnish as parsley on the entree—

this finger-spread sign hope

stuck to the cafe table

with two chairs emptied

of the conversation that will be

percolating above the steamy lattes

when the sun returns

from hiding

and delivers this fruit of May

on a puff of breeze

panted as a newborn's breath.


5 May 09


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Last


They are the last

of the maple seeds

haloed on the asphalt

beneath the old tree

along this country way;

the winds of spring

and cars whisking by

cause the pods to dance,

a shake-up in the order

of things;

those that cannot take root

in the fallen days

still able to catch the breeze,

a ride to the soil

that waits everywhere.


4 Jun 09


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What it Takes


As the sun swallows summer day

in long gulps to the bottom

of the bay laid out from second beach,

it fusses up the line of thin clouds

tip toeing on the maples

on the other side;

and as the green fades to ebony,

the rays light up what were unseen

children of the rising steam

off in the distance

over the Sound I know lay

between me and the days

I spent on the while school was out;

it takes a splash of wreckage on a blue sky

to make a sunset that

keeps me coming back for more--

these days between the times,

these nights creeping

in like the tide.


6 Aug 09

In The corner

where only pigeons play

and peck,

lay the red arm

of an action figure

left behind;

somewhere there

is a child who plays

with something partly lost;

he remembers the wholeness

of a summer day

with two-inch armies arrayed on warm

green grass,

maple seed pods

falling in a twirl,

disappearing behind a trunk

now thick with seasons;

sometimes these clips

advance as surely as tanks

cresting the hill.

10 Aug 09


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Morning in Marvin's Beach


Every morning

when I am home

I pull aside the flowered curtain,

look out on the bay

at the peaceful sailboats

moored there,

and the white buoys

showing the way;

and I am thankful,

for the wind-scattered blue

of water,

and white crusted blue

of sky--

I almost look past

my beloved green:

the hedge and the old maples--

how can one take for granted this view,

I asked my neighbor?

You can't, she said

You can't


20 Aug 09


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Listening to the sun as it disappears


She is licking the shoulders

of the maples

across the bay;

I can hear them sigh;

she dares to ask if she'll be back,

each hour in its hour—


those years when maples were

taking stock of the soil,

putting down tap roots

to draw on the veins

of water like kids

sucking on straws stuck

in formidable thick shakes.


Will I come up behind you

and tap your whitening roots

on the other side of nightfall?

Will you feel the gentle stroke

of morning

as if it were the first time

instead of the last?


14 Sep 09

At the west dock at the Shore and Country Club


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2010

Origins


Perhaps it is the way

the sun light warbles through

the naked trees

on this late winter day

that makes the clapboard

on the house across the way shimmer

as its light peeks through;

and I think of all the atoms dancing

in every made thing

that was not here

a moment ago,

these maples still shivering

in their seed pods

before the wind shouts fall!

Like a time warp movie

I see the clapboard house

spring from its foundation

and speak of solidarity

with the oaks.

But for this brief changing second

it looked like it was passing away


6 Jan 10


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Rings of years


On the High Woods trail

centered in winter

you can see farther,

with a piercing leafless gaze

into the soul of the forest

where subtle shades of gray

become distinct voices of the many;

they speak in hushed tones

of beech, hickory, maple, oak.

If you run your eyes along

the fallen trunk to the circles of the opened cut,

you will see truth so deep

it flows.


Sat., 20 Feb 10 (Lent IV)

During a hike in the woods, snow still on the ground, the trunks of barren hardwood trees dominate the view in all directions. We passed a fallen beech that had been cut to clear the way months ago. The rings of the stump stained with snow melt and sap sang of the years in which the tree had stood. I remembered counting the rings of a stump next to the old white church, abuot which I've written many poems. A section hung in the Meeting Room. It was truly a page of history, dating back when the church was first built. If we were a tree cut down, what history would our lives tell?


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Autumn Sun


Driving west on the Merritt

in the late afternoon

the sun washes everything

to silhouette,

the light dancing off

bits of chrome

and hatchback glass

like a jeweler's torch;

if it were not for the patch

of trees

between the Ridge Roads

yielding the vision of the shaded,

I would not see the burning

maples waving me

to exit here.


16 Oct 10


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2012

Epitaph


I've been asked to write a poem

about someone's life

that has passed

and we are now remembering;

I knew him for a season

while there are others

who were there when the trees at the curb, so to speak,

shed their training poles,

the rough ropes yellowed and fallen away--

like the cables that fell away when we saw the Apollos--

lift-off into oaks and maples and walnut trees,

that each in its way were regal.


How do I say something compact,

a single page of half lines,

a caption on a photograph,

a snap shot of even the last conversation I had with him?


What if he said nothing memorable,

but showed up at the church dinners

and the picnics,

bewildered at times, simply hugged whoever he thought he knew--

Not a clinging hug, but one that said in some weird way

I'm connected to you.


So I receive this request from the pastor or a family member who heard me read once

and there were tears in the audience.

You look out on his family and friends as if a momentary oracle--

these words were going to put us all to rest.


And that's the point:

creations ex nihilo pop up at the times we are sat down,

were painfully quiet, and paid attention to a beat poet who is not altogether there,

nonetheless say three words in succession: "let there be..."


I leave the sanctuary feeling more the refugee,

hoping that I don't have to do this again and again

until everyone I know refers to me as doctor death

delivering poems as a sentence.

And no poem can be written

before a death

without calling it into being


I love too much to play the superstitions,

for the poem to be a bandage

that if applied well, the wound heals and disappears.

For this

There is no healing.


12 Jun 12


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Two poems?


Scuffing fallen leaves

while walking uphill

on a late autumn morning,

I remember him

shuffling around the front lawn

strewn with maples’ hands

saying how he missed that sound

that retiring to the south

had forgotten


I am startled

as if the first time

the sunlight

has stretched out

across the lawn

lounging among the trees

fingers dappling the stucco walls

of the villas along this avenue

until they glow as the ember

of a memory does

when a cool gust

might stir leave

and breathe on their pastel skin


30 Oct 12


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2013

Morning Poem xxxi


The early light is dancing

with the autumn leaves;

the flutter in the heart

of the tall trees calls,

and if am holding you

as surely as the sun

holds each yellow and red

maple, oak and beech hands

that are open with a painted palm

that the early light has grasped

and will again

and ever do.


20 Oct 13

Sunday in No. Stamford


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Gust


The yellow maple leaf cartwheels

across the littered lawn

as if on a rail into the garden

so this gust of late autumn wind

grabs all in its path

and has us searching for the sheltered side

in parkas with fur trimmed hoods

turning anywhere but straight

into to this crescendo that shakes

the trees until every leaf drops and dances.


24 Nov 13


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2015

Midday Poem iv


The late fall wind

is drag racing

the dried maple leaves

down the macadam path;

the scratch-brush-tire

on the snare drum

turns with each step,

and I'm aware

I am walking in the opposite

direction,

not blown in the ways

of the breezy tide

that carries all things

float-able on the common

journey;

but this way

toward the call behind

the cloud,

the end of the golden string*.


19 Nov 15

*63. From ‘Jerusalem’

By William Blake (1757–1827)

To the Christians

I GIVE you the end of a golden string;

Only wind it into a ball,

It will lead you in at Heaven’s gate,

Built in Jerusalem’s wall.…


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Morning Poem vi


After the morning rain

the yellow maple leaves

are painted on the pavement

as if already written down

in the scrapbook

I have been meaning to start,

like the book of letters


you gave me on my 60th--

each one written

about a memory

that now tumbles like leaves

from this tree

that is next to the stop

where the bus doors open

and say "here".

16 Dec 15


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2022

Transplants


“They shall be like a tree planted by water,


sending out its roots by the stream.” -- Jeremiah 17:8

My wife is growing oyster

mushrooms,

the fertile log

is in a moist terrarium

in partial light;

she checks it daily

and marvels at its rapid

growth;

soon there will be

an abundant harvest

and I imagine the culinary

creations she will make

I keep a diary

of all the places I have lived

and worked;

it is long and the travel

wide;

there seems little time

to put down roots

for the oak and maple

yet each has been called home;

the places I have sown

less memorable

than the people

I have become,

the river runs through it all

and I am nourished.

Thu., Mar. 17, 2022


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The Tortoise


He’s not out today

on the walled patch

of grass his owner

keeps for him

I have ambled on my slow

walk to end of the street

in the hope to

cross his path

in late May

when the bugs

and tree blossoms

are plentiful

the sidewalk here

is strewn with the remnants

of maple pollen

and the brown

helicopter seedpods

that have landed gently


and I wonder what the 50-year

old reptile thinks

of another spring

with familiar things to munch

and on which to marvel.

25 May 22


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2023

Maple


The maple tree was weeping

this morning,

its sap running down the trunk

without a tap,

the sweet life oozing,

slipping away

so slowly

it seems less in a hurry

like the season turning;

soon there will be

springs skipping behind,

the maple leaves unfurling

as a shroud.


13 Jan 23


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Going to Seed


The wind picked up today

and blew a thousand helicopters

from the maple trees,

they landed gently on the lawn

and gardens

seeking to set up a colony

here on planet earth.

It makes one ponder

if when we're planted

we'll come back

and set down roots

where roots have been

and that even this species

gives birth

like ideas and poems

that sprout,

one in a thousand

grows to shade

with the sun on its back

gathering the young

as a flock.


24 May 23


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Autumn


One of the maples

behind the soccer net

on the children’s field

has begun the journey.

Overlooking a now silent pitch

it has shed its summer delights

like an old game.

It is early, I say,

there are still green masters

ringing the playground

and though they too

will follow

for now they are

still in-season

still bearing fruit

as a goal kicked

into the net.


2 Oct 23


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2024

Fine feathered friends


My father

built birdhouses

from scraps of wood

and hung them

from the maple arms

in our yard.

So sparrows came

each spring and nested.

and there were feeders

and buckets of bird seed

kept in the garage

to ensure they were full.


Now in my retiring years

I have seven feeders

and a dozen feathered friends

who come to sing to me

I know from whom

they’ve come.


I have named each one

and call to them

when I dodder out

carefully in winter

seed bag in hand,

and they chatter

from the maple trees

for me to hurry,

there’s a gala dinner

to be had.


3 Jun 24


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2026

Maples


I say it's a poem

about the maple leaf

opening like an umbrella

that sends me raking

through the decades

to find it;

there are poems

in early spring

when all is new,

the helicopter seeds

of later May,

the opening to

the refuge

of summer shade

and the cover for birds

waiting their turn

to swoop to feeders;

there are the colors of fall

the bright reds and oranges

and the avalanche of leaves

to bag and place out at the curb,

even in winter

there are the shadows

the swaying in the cold winds

and the promise

of the budding life

to come.


11 May 26

Birthday 74


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